June Notes
It's 2:30 in the morning and I really tried sleeping for the past hour but failed. I guess it's because today was pretty tedious so I'm hardly tired right now. I spent the whole day watching dramas because I decided to stay at home instead of going out with my family to shop. First, the economy is bad and I don't wanna end up wasting money. Second, I wanted to go to the park to jog but then it rained like shit so I had to stay home. Third, I was supposed to do the homework I brought from home (fyi I'm at Penang right now) but then I was too caught up watching dramas lmao.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not turning back to my old self again - "the apparent outdoor girl who stays indoors and refuse to attend outings and socialise". I'm actually changing. I'm starting to find myself again. Lol, this sounds really lame. But it's trueeeee. I'm happy I stayed in Berlian. The new friends I got really changed the person I am today.
I went for karaoke sessions with my classmates, I went to the theme park with my friends, yada yada yada.
It's been a while since I updated on my love life, right? You must be dying of curiosity U-U well, sorry to disappoint but I'm still single. Lol. I'm in my senior year, and since I've not dated up to this year, I'm definitely not planning on starting a relationship this year. I've to focus on my national exam. And apart from that, I always feel like I don't have enough time for myself. I sound very vain and self-centered. Well, whatever. I feel it's not easy to balance studies, friendship and a relationship all at the same time. Especially at my age. So, yeah. And putting all that "responsibility" aside, I'm starting to feel like I'm incapable of loving. It's not that I don't have feelings for those guys who confessed and proposed, I just don't like them enough to be in a relationship with them. And again, I sound super self contained. Lol.
Recently, everybody has been saying I look a lot like my younger sister. Well, I don't feel like elaborating on that. So, imma leave it at that lmao.
On looks, idk, I feel like I've probably grown taller but I think it's just my wishful thinking lmao. BUT a lot of my relatives did praise me for being fair U-U "OH, STOP IT YOU GUYS" HAHAHAH. I recently got complimented for giving a Korean-sorta-feel. It's definitely a compliment since I'm a Kpop fangirl lmao. Which got me thinking, I've been asked by my classmate once in Form 1 whether I was Japanese lmao.
Soooo, on dramas, I've watched the Jdrama; Love Cinderella and let me just say that Hiroto was beyonddddddd adorable. I've also watched the Chinese version of My Love From Another Star; My Amazing Boyfriend and the ending was kinda disappointing for me. I'm not giving spoilers, but I think you should definitely watch it and rate it yourself. I'm currently watching Kdrama; Entertainer and so far so good but honestly if they create a love square, imma be so pissed because dude, seriously?¿ between adopted siblings? Just, not really cool bro. BUT GUYS, IM REALLY REALLY ANTICIPATING UNCONTROLLABLY FOND. Its coming out in July and I'm kinda annoyed because after this hols, I'm planning to start studying for trials already. Oh and I'm also watching Eric Nam and Solar (aka Dong couple) on WGM. I tried watching Khuntoria too but then.. ehhhh. I'm also watching HKDrama; Every Move You Make. I'm super sad Morgan left Criminal Minds but.. I support him for wanting to try something new! And can't wait for season 12! I'm also watching Lie To Me, Person of Interest, Elementary, Cold Case, and The Mentalist. I'm not going all out like I did with Criminal Minds tho. I'm just watching it when I feel like it lol.
I felt like I'm satisfied with my studying effort during midterm and I decided I really need this midterm break to recharge. Even though everybody (aka teachers) is saying that we (aka students) have to start studying during hols and use this time wisely yada yada yada but I still decided on chilling for the moment and cram for trials after hols.
Oh, my results for midterm came out. I got 9As and I'm over the moon about it. But I still didn't get any A+ so I'm still kinda disappointed. I got 11 in my class and believe me or not I had a dream about that. I dreamt that I would get 11 in class and wish I got 12 because of EXO OT12. But lol obviously I rather get 11 lol because why would I wanna drop one rank? Anyways, I got 14 in the whole form. So, duh I'm satisfied.
Time is passing really fast tho tbh. Soon, I'm gonna be done with SPM. But I still haven't decide what I wanna be. I decided to give up on being a lawyer because I might go nuts memorising the laws. I gave up on being a pilot because a lot of pilots got retrenched. Wish me luck on this tho.
Wish me luck for my trials and SPM too!
Sheryl.
