Secondary School Graduation

October 01, 2016

Secondary School Graduation

I had the best time of my life. Today will definitely be one of those days I'll remember for eternity. I am exhausted. But I wanna document today in detail before my memory slowly fades into blurry images.

My alarm rang at 5:15 am and I got up, sat on my bed for a whole 30 minutes reminding myself why I'm alive hahahaha. At 5:45, I finally decided to get my ass up and get ready. (I slept at 2 am last night).

I got to Mige and Mie's house at 7 am and the twins, Jia Yie and I carpooled to Premiere Hotel. My pace was beyondddd slow and I plead them to slow down for me hahahaha (because the heels i wore was probably 5 inch 7). We signed up and got in the ballroom but no teachers came to dress code us or anything which was not what we were told about. I don't think anybody got sent home this year. Sean was like, "Sheryl, you're gonna go home, bye bye." (because of what I was wearing -.-) But I laughed it off, surprisingly, I wasn't slightly affected. I feel like I've matured a lot tbh hahahaha. Because Rani was being crappy with her criticism but I could just smile at her without feeling the tiniest bit of annoyance which normally isn't my character. I'm like the mean bitch that swears any chance I get. Or should I say, used to?

K moving on, I think my graduation picture was beyond ugly because my hair probably covered my entire face when I almost tripped and quickly balanced myself back. Damnnnnn.

So after a gazillion pictures later, we were forced to leave the ballroom and we loitered around the lobby aimlessly. I called my dad then and because of the traffic my dad came at 1:50 pm. We were forced to leave the ballroom at 12:30 pm. When my dad came, the lobby was empty. The only people left were Heng Xuan and I. HAHAHAHA. Thank Lord I had him lolol.

As Jia Yie was my ride to Jusco, and she left Premiere around 1 pm(?), I had to rush and get ready when I reached home. So I wore a 2 piece and heels for grad and I just took the heels and my midi skirt off and threw on some shorts and sandals. I washed my face and legit ran downstairs to wait for her outside.

When we reached Greenbox Karaoke, I wasn't in the mood to sing tbh. Before this, I was in a dilemma on whether I should attend this gathering. Because karaoke on the weekends are REALLY expensive and I'm not the biggest fan of singing tbh. But I still went because we were celebrating the twins' birthday in advance. It's always like that, at the beginning I'll happily listen to all of them sing and take no part in singing along. But towards the middle and to the end, I'll be singing along and screaming at the top of my lungs hahahahaha.

I have to dedicate a special passage for Chin Kai Heng for his shockingly amazing voice. It was SO unexpected and I think even Isaac was stunned. They picked Photograph and myself, Joel, Kai Heng, Isaac, Shu Ling and Chong were singing (I think). Then, I could hear this voice that was really, really good and at first I thought it was Joel but I wasn't sure. So I looked around. Kai Heng was sitting next to me and I was starting to think it was his voice. I leaned in closer and listened carefully and I was dumbfounded. IT WAS HIS VOICE. And then I complimented it and said I wasn't sure if it was his voice or Joel's and then Isaac who was sitting next to Kai Heng at that moment said, "Sheryl is dazed by Kai Heng's voice" and obviously I was quick to deny that shit. Point is, his voice is beyond greattttttt. And God knows why but he said he doesn't really know how to sing Chinese songs and he was better with the English ones honestly. Like he remembered some random lines and I was like ????? How the fuck ??????

We sang all the way til 6:20 pm I think? BTW I reached there at probably 2:30 pm hahahaha.

Overall, I had a great time.

I'm well aware that this blogpost wasn't very detail and I skipped many parts and probably jumbled up some events but IT WAS A GREAT DAY AND I WANTED TO PUT THIS DAY IN WRITING.

I have less than a month before school ends and our marathon to cramming for SPM is counting down to a month plus. I'm grateful for all the decisions and recklessness that happened throughout this 5 amazing years. I'm happy for all the people in my life and I wish time would just go on in this manner. But it's all too good to be true. In 3 months, we'd be transitioning into a new life and everything's gonna change.

And even tho for some reason y'all always wanna matchmake Sean and I, but honestly idk how many of you are aware that its kinda impossible? Because I like the friendship that we have and I don't wish to create any unnecessary tension between us (this applies for me and all the guys in my class). And I'm very sure that neither of us have any feelings whatsoever for each other (Sean and I). Let's keep it this way.